Musings on Marriage

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Sunflowers Among Sagebrush

Dear Daughters,

When Dad and I were in Idaho, we drove out to the Camas Prairie, a wilderness where there are lots more cattle than people.  There’s probably a lot more acreage than the number of residents as well.  Deciding to take a shortcut to our destination, we turned onto a dusty dirt road – of which there are many in Idaho. 

We drove for miles and miles seeing mostly sagebrush, lava, unadorned mountains and rocks.  It’s a lovely desolate drive and quite diverse from the valley in which we used to live, so we drove bumpity-bump along a slightly graveled road, enjoying the bare dry desert.

Suddenly we came upon the prettiest little sunflowers lining that dry simple road.  I was shocked and amazed, wondering how there was enough moisture for them to grow in this parched, deserted country.  Seeing these flowers in the midst of an otherwise barren land was such a delight and brought a smile to my face as I wondered how the seeds ever received enough water to flourish on the sides of the road, bringing beauty and color to the Camas Prairie.

As we continued to travel, the sagebrush, dirt and rocks reminded me of the culture we are now living in daily.  It has become a culture of outrage, a culture of desolation, everyone wanting their opinion to be heard, harsh answers, brutal judgments of others – a cancel culture.  Sadly, many believe,

If you don’t agree with me, I will cancel you as a person, I will cut you out of my life and count you as non-human with no value whatsoever.

Once we start thinking of people in this manner, we are basically throwing rocks and dirt at each other.  It’s unpleasant, ugly, dangerous and divisive.  Whenever a person is labeled only as part of an ethnic people group, a religious ideology or a certain political leaning, we have certifiably canceled them as a human being. 

Every society creates dividing lines among people groups, categorizing them into hierarchies of importance according to the powers that be. We have all created caste systems in our own minds which are often acted out toward those we deem worthy or not worthy of our acceptance.

Jesus had 12 disciples and there was incredible diversity within that group of men.  Four were blue collar workers (fishermen), one was a tax collector working for the Roman government (think IRS), another was a Zealot – usually from a political party desiring to get out from under Roman rule.  Diverse, yet learning to become united under Jesus, they grew in unity.  Yes they had their disagreements, some thinking they were better than the others – they were typical humans.  But Jesus taught them how to love each other and those who were not like them in belief or ethnicity – the weak, the sick, the blind, the sex-workers and the forgotten.  Anyone who was human and came near Jesus was treated with dignity.

In his book, A Gentle Answer, Scott Sauls reminds us that Jesus loved us at our worst and if we are followers of Jesus, we are commanded to love others at their worst.  He says,

Jesus has been gentle toward us, so we have good reason to become gentle toward others, including those who treat us like enemies.  “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’  But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of Your Father who is in heaven.” Matt. 5:43-45.  Because Jesus has covered all of our offenses, we can be among the least offensive and the least offended people in the world.  This is the way of the gentle answer.

Having a gentle answer has nothing to do with being weak.  Weakness is often shown in destruction and trauma to other people’s bodies and physical property.  Weakness is using intimidation and wrath, harming others with words, belittling someone who disagrees with you. Anyone can let anger overtake their emotions and act out in violence, destroying with rage anything in their path.  It’s easy to criticize and tear down.

Speaking a gentle answer, especially toward those you disagree with, takes an incredible amount of restraint, a strength that requires the deepest and most courageous kind of faith.  A faith that ultimately believes in the justice of God, that He will work good out of evil – but in His time, not ours.

Seeing those delicate beautiful sunflowers among all the dry and brittle sage brush is a reminder of what kind words and a gentle answer look like in our culture of shouting opinions and judgments on others.  We have no power to change anyone’s opinion or ideology, especially not by belittling and mocking but we do have power to change ourselves and give a respectful and kind response to whatever words come our way.

Lord, give us strength to give a gentle answer and become sunflowers in a desert wasteland.

Love, Mom

Who’s Responsible?

Dear Daughters,

When we first get married there is usually a honeymoon time – a time when we’re thinking this marriage is going to be a Happily Ever After marriage.  A time when we think that he will leave all his single lifestyle behavior behind and things will be different now that we’re married.  Typically that honeymoon period doesn’t last too long.  The excitement, romance and idyllic ideals wear off and the blunt truth of real life sets in.  The normal response to this period of time is “What’s wrong with him, why doesn’t he try to make me happy?”  In other words, “I would rather not take the responsibility for making a good marriage.”

I’m sorry to admit it, but those were precisely the thoughts I had early on in my marriage, which brings us directly to the second Wilderness Mentality that Joyce has gleaned from her study of the Israelites in the desert.

Somebody Else Needs to Take Responsibility

If you remember, the trip from Egypt to Canaan was only an 11 day trip, but it took the Israelites 40 years to make that short trip.  The reason for that long, wandering journey was their poor attitudes.  Amazingly, or maybe not so amazingly, we have the same attitude problems today.  Human attitudes and behavior now are really no different than they were for the people living during ancient times.

Desert In the desert, Moses did a lot for the Israelites.  He did their praying, he did their repenting (interceding and struggling with God to save their very lives several times).  They had been slaves in Egypt their entire lives so didn’t know how to walk as free men and women.  Moses tried to teach them, but they just continued to whine, complain, and murmur whenever anything went wrong. It amazes me that even though the Israelites saw the 10 plagues before they left Egypt, witnessed the Red Sea split in two so they could go across on dry ground, watched the manna (free food) fall every day – still they became complainers and worriers anytime a problem came up.

You would think that they would remember that God had always  provided for them in the past, so would thank Him in advance for how He would provide for them again.  But no, they moaned and groaned, murmured and complained, wishing they were back in Egypt.  Life was just too hard in this land of freedom.

Kinda sounds familiar, doesn’t it?  Even though we see the faithfulness of God with the sun coming up every day, the beautiful seasons continually appearing each year, our abundance of food, clothing, jobs, and places to live, still we find things to complain about.  And often they are so trivial – our husband doesn’t agree with us, he say things that offend us, we don’t have the stuff that others have, we think someone else’s spouse would be better for us than the one we have, and on and on and on.  I am amazed how patient God is to put up with our lack of gratitude and trust.

Sunrise The verse  Philippians 2:14 is really a tough one for me.  “Do everything without complaining or arguing.”  Everything??  I looked but could find no exceptions in that verse.  The word everything really covers it all.  That includes letting go of the petty arguments, forgiving again and again and possibly again.  Being the first one to apologize…..saying those difficult words I was wrong. The first time I said those three words in succession I almost choked on them, but with practice it has become a little easier.  Practice, every day practice is what it has taken me – years and years of continual practice to change my attitude from one of finding fault to one of gratitude.

There are many things in life that can be delegated.  Personal responsibility, however, is not one of those.  You are the only one who can take responsibility for your attitudes and I’m the only one who can take responsibility for mine.  I’m not saying it’s easy or sometimes even desirable, but God will bless your obedience.Ocean (2)

Try to remember all that God has done in the past, His faithfulness, His provision, His care and His love for you.  Then pass it on to your husband.

Love, Mom

I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the truth.

3 John 4

 

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